who knew.

i still have a computer and sorta remember how to type.

so, i promised myself i was going to blog everyday of my 39th year, and clearly that didn't happen....but i'm starting to do more for me - and i'm getting back on track with the whole blogger thing.

but i'm looking at today as a new start, yes, again ( shut up ).

this summer has been a tough one. i had a REALLY hard time after todd dumped my ass - actually who am i kidding? i'm still having a hard time, it sneaks up on me - i hear song, or smell his cologne on someone and it's like i'm hearing him say those words all over again ...but most days are fine - if not good. so there's that.


i just got back from vacay - i picked up lola and we went to stacey's for a week. have i mentioned how great the wee tasty is - cause damn she is. it was a great trip - much laughing, some crying, MUCH food, a jason mraz concert

( where we met bushwalla WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!)


ignore the devil eye - he was the high one ... i was the sweaty one!

*we went to lunch with terri - who i have to say is a little funnier than me, and i told her - that kinda pisses me off.... :)

*we also went w-hay up north and met "THE" beth. she's fantastic. a perfect hostess ( the anti-kitchen nazi ) it was perfect...

*stacey and i spent the day at the indiana state fair with christel and austin - one of the best days i've had in a long time, i can't believe how much i loved the fair - i'm gonna go again - such a good time - i try to act like i'm all citified - but i really do like the quiet and honest work of the country...... anyway - another topic for another time.

* and and and - we went to see Kathy Griffin...good god - i haven't laughed like that in a long time - it was well needed and well appreciated. drama happened later that night that will have to be dealt with eventually - but all is well for now.

ok - so here's the thing -i'm going to make another effort at this - and talk about changes i'm trying to make between now and next june when i slam head first into 40.

and as dolly parton says - i can be fat, and i can be 40 - but i can't be fat AND 40.

so changes are happening.

god help me.

and you, you help me too.



*and yeah, i changed the template - but it seems the comments still aren't working - gonna try to fix that - code for asking tex to fix it for me*